The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Friday, October 06, 2006

Oh my God, in the name of freaking Pigwidgeon, why on earth did I put that into my Literature Paper today????????

why???what got into me??????how on earth did i think it was acceptable?????how could i ever write something as stupid as that down?????

i can only suppose that it was being so flustered at the fact i might not be able to finish the paper with only a few seconds to go that drove me to it.

see, i did the poetry question. About how some hoodlum wants to die a youngman's death even at age 104 or something.He stated he wanted to be shot in the barber's chair by rival gangsters, or mowed down by a red sportscar while on the way home from an allnight party, or be chopped to death by his mistress when caught with his mistress's daughter.Very violent,grisly, almost comical deaths you see?And somehow,stupid little me got this idea to write down,'Literally, he wanted to go off from this life with a bang,whether it be the sound of a car hitting his body, or a gunshot or the sound of a chopper burying itself into his body.' Something quite like that.

And this sentence has probably undone any good work i've done beforehand,if any.

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i thought the world of you
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